Hate Every Beautiful Day

[heavensent_732]

haha, yeah its like 10 o clock and I should be in bed cuz im tired, but im still awake waiting for *someone* to get back online which i dont think will happen even tho he PROMISED! grr...anyways..i miss my buddy kern...i hope hes okay..i thought about him in school today, yes i did. I even talked about him to my friend jessica. Aw hes such a

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Manda......

[suicidal_dream5]

manda, im scared....cuz..well its happening..i dont know how and why but it is..we arnt talking much again..i dunno if something is going on in ur life thats just making u down n stuff...but if there is, u either dont wanna tell me or dont think ill care..but i do care and i do wanna know...i hope u know that i always wanna know just cuz i care about u..so i dunno..and now that ur gonna get rid of the internet soon..im even more scared now that we wont talk, and/or be good friends anymore..i dont wanna lose u! i really dont and im scared lol i use scared alot..anyways..i just wanted to tell ya taht.. i know u said taht u have it for a lil while longer, but soon u wont..and we wont talk..i mean yeah we can call each other, but long distance sucks ass, and writing takes forever! ugh...i just am scareded that we wont talk...and what about this summer! am i still gonna come!?! ugh..idk..i just scurred tahts all