[random] Why am I upset? Think.
Response to: Koreaboo Cube Audition 2011 :: Please Support Us...
I really respect every...single...audition video that is posted for this audition. Those people who have the most views have worked hard for those, its not like they have the views for no reason. In the entertainment business, people need to like you, find you interesting, otherwise, what would keep fan bases strong? I don't get why people want to bring others down...but I realize that it's because people are bitter. Do you know why I think that? It's because I also feel bitter when I see someone who has great potential for succeeding in a dream that I want. I get discouraged so many times because I see young people who have that confidence and talent that most people don't have. I feel bad and jealous inside, but I'm not low enough to create new accounts and go around people's videos saying that they don't have talent or whatever. It's the JUDGES' choice, who are you to judge others? It's also unnecessary to go message that person and basically cuss them out and make them feel like crap. This world is cruel and you have to fight to get what you want. So screw "fairness" because you ultimately will not get that in this industry. Stop judging people because enough of that exists and most of you don't have the qualifications to do so. No one really does. What most of you are doing right now is being those antis you see on kpop articles causing suicide. Sure, it's not to that extent, however, it's the same exact thing. Leave people to do as they please, and they'll leave you to do so as well. It's so disappointing to see people acting like this. But sadly by nature, we're all selfish.
I made an audition video for the hell of it, but honestly, I sucked. After seeing all of the talented people that have auditioned, I hope I don't make it. They've been working at this longer and harder, and they're more talented then me. I'm not saying that I don't want to achieve my dream, I'm just saying I want to get there when I deserve it so I'll keep working at it until I'm ready. For now, I just really hope the best for those talented people who have auditioned.
And I'm not saying this because it happened to me. I'm just sick and tired of reading rude comments and anonymous bitching in amazing videos of people, talented or not, who at least went through such courage and effort to take a step closer into building their dreams.