SOMEDAY

[hebrewslave]

One day I'm going to figure out what life is all about...and I bet if I think hard enough it can be done quite quickly. I just want to be left alone with my music, a computer, a television, a log cabin....high in the mountains of Colorado, no human contact, in total isolation, living off the land

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[nychick515]

I think life is about being as complete as you can be. Whatever each of us needs to feel fulfilled, we spend our lives acheiving that, and maintaining it. Be it jobs, family, health, or all of the above.

We all need some alone time, but never underestimate the value of a good friend to vent the need to be alone to.

Hang in there.

I Just Don't Know

[hebrewslave]

I'm not depressed my little princess, there just isn't anything out there that will make me complete, or fulfill whatever I'm after.
I've looked at life from both sides now....alcohol free over 2 years, and being FUCKED UP for 25 years.....and nothing is quite different.
I don't have to prove anything anymore, I'm asexual for 11 years, which makes me very happy, I couldn't even imagine the problems of a relationship. I'm out of spunk! I feel like I'm ready for a nursing home.
I know there is something I have been chosen for......just tiring of the wait.
All is well down here, a touch of Spring, 72 and sunny, a nice day to travel the island on my chariot.
You and your boy have a Wonderful weekend, keep him in line. Best of all to you on this day.
Craig*****

Re: I Just Don't Know

[nychick515]

I can imagine.

Sorry things aren't going ideally, but it still sounds like you have a strong handle on things regardless. Makes you steps above a lot of other people.

One more week till I get my LSAT Score.

LSAT

[hebrewslave]

Hey Chicky,
I bet you're just dying to get those scores!!! I hope everything turns out fantastic for you.....I'm sure it will.
Not too much time until your little Vegas tour de mola!!! Are you betting big, or just going for the heck of it? You can always check out Hoover Damn, I think it right around there.
Maybe I'm going through mid-life crisis alittle early....I just don't know what's wrong.....nothing much dramatic, I'll be fine and dandy in no time. It's not hard to step above others down here, you just have to watch who you step on!!!
Thanks for the concerns though you don't even know me, people around me are so engrossed in their own lives, my life is rather tivial to them, but they don't understand life, or chose to disregard it, and I am on a spiritual plane, they will never asertain or understand. I'm tired of dealing with pions and bullshit.
May your week blossom into the beginning of something beautiful. You are truly a sweet girl!
Peace and Light I GIVE to you,