When I was eight or nine I fell through a cell door. I wonder what that means for me? The cell door, the pathway into protection against the earths nasty blows,ironic. Cellars  are cold,dark,miserable places. I felt so relieved when they pulled me out of the cellar.  It was sunny outside and I guess what one would call a beautiful day. I often ( Read more... )

How I wish, How I wish you were here ( Read more... )

9-30-07 ( Read more... )

BOOHISS!
I don't like the life I'm livin'.

I actually had a good day today and something shitty happened to ruin it.

I miss rocky,
It's going to be hell the next few weeks.
He always makes me feel better about what's going on in my life.
Like my depression for example.
He told me that it's good to be depressed, because if I was never depressed I wouldn't ( Read more... )

BOOHISS!
I don't like the life I'm livin'.
I actually had a good day today and sometime shitty happened to ruin it.

I miss rocky,
It's going to be hell the next few weeks.
He always makes me feel better about what's going on in my life.
Like my depression for example.
He told me that it's good to be depressed, because if I was never depressed I wouldn't ( Read more... )

I fell off the track, now ( Read more... )

I'm just  so damn depressed. It's funny I fall for someone and then I come crushing down back to reality..
Different people, but always the same story. I feel like a disease. Having a long lasting girl friend just doesn't seem like a possibility in this town anymore. I can't wait until I move..

I'm so sick of the drama anyway..

I'm kinda afraid to ( Read more... )

Is it really her that I love ( Read more... )

So, there's a lot of things a would have done differently and here are a few.

To Michelle... (yeah, that's right people I'm finally going to say this.)

I wish I would have... Stay with you when your parents were yelling at you.
I wish I would have...Held your hand right there and told them that I wasn't going anywhere.
I wish I would have...Held you in ( Read more... )

So, Jami told me today that she didn't want to date me anymore. I felt really stupid. Here are the reasons why ( Read more... )