okay, fine. so maybe i still like him. maybe it's just the competition within myself, to see if i'd still be able to get him - i've already won that
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hey. i finally got back into writing again. how are you. how's life in windsor. i've been meaning to email you and catch up. life kinda gets a little chaotic at times. i'm coming to windsor for my b-day. i hope you can come out for dinner. and go out after if you want to. keisha too.
.i miss walking to your house at night and just sitting on the back porch. talking and watching what stars you could make out behind all the lights.
this is a very delayed response, but i hardly check this livejournal thing anymore (and it's kind of sad).
i guess this is sort of relevant: obviously you're going to still like him, your feelings are not a switch you can turn off and on whenever you feel. you're going to want to hear his voice, and talk to him... you guys had something. he was important to you. and feeling this way is perfectly normal and nothing you should feel bad about. but remember that you deserve someone who will be committed to you, not someone who will play with your emotions. so whatever you do... in any situation, don't let anyone make you feel like crap. at the end of the day, you know what you want... and don't let anyone tell you, or make you feel, otherwise.
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how are you. how's life in windsor.
i've been meaning to email you and catch up. life kinda gets a little chaotic at times.
i'm coming to windsor for my b-day. i hope you can come out for dinner. and go out after if you want to. keisha too.
.i miss walking to your house at night and just sitting on the back porch. talking and watching what stars you could make out behind all the lights.
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this is a very delayed response, but i hardly check this livejournal thing anymore (and it's kind of sad).
i guess this is sort of relevant: obviously you're going to still like him, your feelings are not a switch you can turn off and on whenever you feel. you're going to want to hear his voice, and talk to him... you guys had something. he was important to you. and feeling this way is perfectly normal and nothing you should feel bad about. but remember that you deserve someone who will be committed to you, not someone who will play with your emotions. so whatever you do... in any situation, don't let anyone make you feel like crap. at the end of the day, you know what you want... and don't let anyone tell you, or make you feel, otherwise.
i'm sorry i didn't write this a month earlier.
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i guess i'm fine now.
except for the message i left you yesterday.
hahahaha.
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