"Missing you... Badly" A Hanchul Drabble; Heechul-centric
Title: Missing you.. Badly..
Author: hecate0o
Rated: PG-13
Genre: Angst, slight romance or you could say one-sided love
Summary: It was the night when he woke up because of the nightmare and found geng was not beside him. It wasn't true, was it? How he missed him... badly...
“NO!! Kkajima…” a few words escaped his lips. He was twisting on his bed. His blanket was on the floor, tossed by him.
His eyes opened. He was sweating and thanking god-somehow, although he didn’t believe in god-that he wake up and was saved from the torturous nightmare. That dream wasn’t true, unreal. There’s no way, that person went away and left him alone.
He should sleep again or he would disturb his roommate. Quietly he took his blanket and lied down on his bed. He closed his eyes.
Something didn’t feel right. There’s no sound or any reaction after he talked-almost screamed actually-in his sleep. Usually he felt a warm hand touching his forehead and heard a familiar and concerned voice asking him what’s wrong. Was that person starting avoid him or was he too exhausted to be wake up by his voice? There’s many times like that. Whatever… he should sleep or tomorrow he wouldn’t have much energy.
Tik…
Tok…
Tik…
Tok…
The clock in their room filled the silence. He annoyed. Could the clock stop tickling so he could go sleeping?
Tik…
Tok…
Tik…
Tok…
TIK!
TOK!
TIK!
“SHUT THE HELL UP! Geng! Can you help me turn off the sound?! Don’t sleep! Wake up! Cause I cannot sleep right now!” he burst out in anger.
No answer.
“GENG! Can you hear me?!” He yelled. He looked at the other bed in that room.
No one there.
Right, it wasn’t a dream. It was the moment when he left him-left super junior-for his own good. The smile on his Chinese man face was replaced by the darken smile. The encouraged word was changed by thousands of apology. He couldn’t forget his back when he was walking away, taking a very different path from him.
He was alone in this room.
TIK!
TOK!
TIK!
TOK!
“SHUT UP! DON”T MOCK ME!” he yelled at the clock.
A knock on the door.
“KIM HEECHUL! WHY THE HELL YOU SCREAMING AT 2 AM? YOU MAKE ALL THE MEMBERS WAKE UP!” that was the voice of the leader.
“MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS, TEUKKIE! YOU”RE SCREAMING TOO RIGHT NOW!” he was very annoyed. Why people didn’t let him alone?
“Can you hear me just this time? I know you miss him but you disturb the whole house…” the voice was softening and he hated it when people were worrying him.
“Just shut up and leave me alone! I want to get back my beauty sleep and you disturb me.”
“I’ll go then. Good night.” The voice was gone.
BUK!
He threw something at the door, strong enough to make a noise. Maybe that irritating leader would be back and vomit his anger.
He closed his eyes and pulled his blanket over himself. He let darkness and silence enveloped him.
Warm tears fell into his pillow.
The night was still long and he must bore this feeling alone.
Missing you...
Badly…
Author: hecate0o
Rated: PG-13
Genre: Angst, slight romance or you could say one-sided love
Summary: It was the night when he woke up because of the nightmare and found geng was not beside him. It wasn't true, was it? How he missed him... badly...
“NO!! Kkajima…” a few words escaped his lips. He was twisting on his bed. His blanket was on the floor, tossed by him.
His eyes opened. He was sweating and thanking god-somehow, although he didn’t believe in god-that he wake up and was saved from the torturous nightmare. That dream wasn’t true, unreal. There’s no way, that person went away and left him alone.
He should sleep again or he would disturb his roommate. Quietly he took his blanket and lied down on his bed. He closed his eyes.
Something didn’t feel right. There’s no sound or any reaction after he talked-almost screamed actually-in his sleep. Usually he felt a warm hand touching his forehead and heard a familiar and concerned voice asking him what’s wrong. Was that person starting avoid him or was he too exhausted to be wake up by his voice? There’s many times like that. Whatever… he should sleep or tomorrow he wouldn’t have much energy.
Tik…
Tok…
Tik…
Tok…
The clock in their room filled the silence. He annoyed. Could the clock stop tickling so he could go sleeping?
Tik…
Tok…
Tik…
Tok…
TIK!
TOK!
TIK!
“SHUT THE HELL UP! Geng! Can you help me turn off the sound?! Don’t sleep! Wake up! Cause I cannot sleep right now!” he burst out in anger.
No answer.
“GENG! Can you hear me?!” He yelled. He looked at the other bed in that room.
No one there.
Right, it wasn’t a dream. It was the moment when he left him-left super junior-for his own good. The smile on his Chinese man face was replaced by the darken smile. The encouraged word was changed by thousands of apology. He couldn’t forget his back when he was walking away, taking a very different path from him.
He was alone in this room.
TIK!
TOK!
TIK!
TOK!
“SHUT UP! DON”T MOCK ME!” he yelled at the clock.
A knock on the door.
“KIM HEECHUL! WHY THE HELL YOU SCREAMING AT 2 AM? YOU MAKE ALL THE MEMBERS WAKE UP!” that was the voice of the leader.
“MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS, TEUKKIE! YOU”RE SCREAMING TOO RIGHT NOW!” he was very annoyed. Why people didn’t let him alone?
“Can you hear me just this time? I know you miss him but you disturb the whole house…” the voice was softening and he hated it when people were worrying him.
“Just shut up and leave me alone! I want to get back my beauty sleep and you disturb me.”
“I’ll go then. Good night.” The voice was gone.
BUK!
He threw something at the door, strong enough to make a noise. Maybe that irritating leader would be back and vomit his anger.
He closed his eyes and pulled his blanket over himself. He let darkness and silence enveloped him.
Warm tears fell into his pillow.
The night was still long and he must bore this feeling alone.
Missing you...
Badly…