i should have bought my ticket for mewithoutYou ages ago. now i'm beyond broke and the show is sold out...bummer city ( Read more... )

dear california,

c u tmmrw. if i dnt di n a pln crsh.

love,
rebecca.

back to the daily grind; get on the payroll, fill my gut, kill my liver. rent, roommates, looking good, feeling good. sunshine, pacific ocean, best friends and new friends. lawns, flowerbeds, college. growth. build on it. expand my horizon. new streets, no meat, pick a path and stick with it. coast to coast, stop to smell the flowers. ( Read more... )

i'm less than three weeks away from getting out of the ozarks, but everyday i stick around i get closer to my family. my nieces and nephews are at ages where they'll all remember me being here, and leaving, and i'm worried that they'll be terribly upset when i go. i've never been huge on young children, and maintain the slight distaste, but they' ( Read more... )

A phone call and a few days later everything settled was ruffled and organized and driven twenty-seven hours to the polar opposite. What once was found, now it’s lost. Where am i? I know where I’m not. Three years of pushing pizza, culling coffee, slinging sandwiches and wasting wasting away; my time. Turned on a dime. Not a dime in my pocket ( Read more... )

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it's 8 am and i'm awake and drinking coffee. this is a regular thing. regular as in the last 2 weeks or so, but nonetheless it has become a daily occurance. i don't know if it's living with my family again or the complete sobriety i've been experiencing, but i feel like i'm 15 again. not the 15 when i'd take rides through upstate new york and ( Read more... )

i'm moving to california in a few more than 3 weeks and a few less than 9 weeks from right now. and it's pretty much the most amazing thing ever ( Read more... )

i'm moving in a week.

my mom just told me that if i want to get out of the city she can come get me in a few days and will pay the rent that's 2 weeks late. i can leave my nowhere job and never have to walk around the broken glass and dog shit of jefferson st again. but the city is thawing. i know these streets and avenues (shit and all). i've found more than ( Read more... )