Poem I wrote

[hectic_soul]

There's this boy who tears me up inside 
I told myseld I was over him
But they were lies,
to convince myself that he wasn't worth it
And I thought I hated him for everything he did
But dare I even say it, I might have loved him.
They say its better to have loved than to not have loved at all,
I beg to differ.

Every night as I lie awake before falling deep

Comments

[anonymous]

[hectic_soul]

Its not really about him. I wrote this bcuz one line was insiprational the rest just started flowing...

[mind_demented]

oooh, ok.

[anonymous]

Re: Don't feel like telling I told you so...I agree with Nadia, its' about Clyde

[hectic_soul]

...Thanks but I'm not losing hope. I only wrote this to finally get some closure bcuz thats how I felt a while ago. Its just sometimes that I question it but thats as far as it goes. The feelings just aren't the same anymore.

[hectic_soul]

And I swear you ppl dont kno how to reply. Did you actually have to mention his name? This is for both of you btw. In the future just say something like "I know who you're talking about" dont go into names bcuz there might be ppl that check this and that entry was public. That was actually an entry I wanted to keep public bcuz I like what I wrote and I wanted ppl to see I can write.

[sadsilentcry]

i know how u feel it sucks do feel this way and i know cause of Doe but it sorta helps when u say it i know it must have hurt like a bitch to say it to ur self more to say it out loud, man when i did it was so painful i started to cry it was sad that was the second time i cried for a guy "NOT COOL" but i guess wat happens to us is just another step in life and this one is one of the biggest so yup but dont worry it will sorta get better im not going to lie to u everytime i see Doe its like something is stabing my heart and it doesnt stop until like a couple hours after but i dont know how u r going to deal cause i could ignore Doe u really cant but i hope things get better