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hectic_soul

Of Suicidal Thoughts And Why Obsessions Are A Must When You Are Me

Oct 13, 2005 21:08

Ok so nothing much going on. Nothing ever goes on these days. I changed the layout and title but I dont like it. I'll change it some other day. I am not happy with this MCR obsession. It's taking over my life. Which is great because I now have one. I feel bad because tomorrow is one of my friends b-day and I have nothing to give her. I'm flat broke ( Read more... )

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My Suicidal Thought obliviousdragon October 14 2005, 02:42:18 UTC

Everyday when I'm heading to school in the car, I look at the door, and wonder what will happen if I opened it while the car was moving. I can't imagine what would happen, but I hold my hands so that I won't find out...

Probably that's how I will die one day. While in the car. Mainly the reason why I don't want to learn to drive, and don't give a fuck about getting my permit. I don't want to die old, but I certainly don't want to die this young, it's something I can't help thinking of. Sometimes I wonder if it would be best if I did open the car door. But I know that it would mean I would be taking the easy way out, and I don't want other to think of me as weak after I do take my last breath. Glad to finally let that out! I wonder who doesn't ever think of snuffing it point in their life...

Re: My Suicidal Thought obliviousdragon October 14 2005, 02:44:03 UTC

*at one point in their life.

lol, I should read what I write first. later.

Re: My Suicidal Thought hectic_soul October 14 2005, 03:01:03 UTC

lol. Nice to kno I'm not the only "psychopath"

HA HA! And everyone thinks I'm the suicidal of the three! mind_demented October 15 2005, 04:57:12 UTC

That's called profiling!!!!! And that is wrong. Just cuz i wear the rocker gear does not make me the first to accuse when we think suicide. *grumbles angrily about steroetypes* I seem to b the happiest so far yet have the least amount of money! Damn it. Maybe they are right. Maybe money doesn't buy happiness. Also.......... (ahem - clears throat and prepares to do stretchiong exercises* ROTFL who in God's green earth said u were seventeen yet!!!!! You truly must stopping skipping months on the calendar. And lastly, lol maybe u should set up an appointment at the looney bin and talk w/ Mr. Happy-Happy Binder?

Re: HA HA! And everyone thinks I'm the suicidal of the three! hectic_soul October 15 2005, 05:00:50 UTC

Great supportive friend you are. And BINDER?! you want me to kill myself faster. Some ppl are bitter bcuz they're not 17 yet. I'm closer than you aren't I? Point taken.

Re: HA HA! And everyone thinks I'm the suicidal of the three! mind_demented October 15 2005, 05:03:22 UTC

well u knew this already. I can't physically even cry, why do ppl come to me for support? It's an enigma. Honestly, I could if I would....... but i can't.

Re: HA HA! And everyone thinks I'm the suicidal of the three! hectic_soul October 15 2005, 05:04:52 UTC

*cries* why wont you let me leave?