My thoughts--- I need your help.

[hecticemotions]

I am driving him away with my paranoia. I worry too much. I need to start living out my advice. If I sacrifice my schooling and softball career, I put on the line a relationship that may or may not work (Lord willing it does). Or, I could make us wait, do the 4 year plan, stick it out w/ softball...the choice seems inevitable yet I don't know which

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[king_of_clubs]

I believe in a few universal truths, and one of them applies perfectly here. Any problems we may have, no matter how severe or dibilitating, are instantly shrunk the moment we become aware of them. You have a problem with trust, but you are fully aware of it in yourself, and that means it can only become better. You're naturally going to fight your way out of it when you know about it.

I had a huge problem with letting people know how I really felt about them. Actually, I still have it... but I remember once I started trying to do something about it, I got better. I'm pretty comfortable with myself now.

You'll be good Leslie. You're smart, you don't bullshit, and you care.

I read the whole thing by the way. ;)

hey babe

[coguar99]

Like the song by the band Glad goes, "you don't know which way the wind blows, so how can you plan tomorrow? Jesus knows which way the wind blows so you can hand him tomorrow." That isn't to say that we don't make plans for tomorrow, but what I take from that song (and its corresponding verse in the Bible) is that I am not to worry about tomorrow; rather just do what I'm doing and leave the details to God. Let him open and shut doors. Listen for His voice leading you which way...on His time. He's not always going to answer when you want Him to