urg...my ipod isn't working and I've tried everything on their stupid website, even restoring it to factory settings...I think I may have to send it in :( boo. I'm really rather upset about this....but you know what makes up for it?? CUBBIES GAME TOMORROW- boo yeah my cousin is pitching and BOO YEAH I still planning on cheering for the Cubs not the ( Read more... )

I'm FINALLY home-

Holy crap does it feel great. It's funny- habits have changed, I actually got up @ 7:30 this morning and worked for my dad sorting tomatoes and what not then mowed all afternoon. It'll be good to make some money. AND RIGHT NOW I'm watching Alias, this past season that I missed b/c of softball and school--- thank goodness for ( Read more... )

All this effort...and what for? Where is the reward? I find myself doing things just because I know I will be rewarded later in life whether after death or before. I've been thinking a lot on being humble lately and I realized just how selfish I am. I do things for my own glory and to make myself feel a little better b/c if other people are OK and ( Read more... )

Well I'm tired, lonely and just wanting to be back with Adam. I'm only posting in here because of the one person who means the most to me, so Adam babe, this is for you. I love you and I'm so sorry that we got in that stupid argument. I'm telling you, I'm sick of this and I'm tired of being away. I just can't wait until we are with each other ( Read more... )

So I am going to close my live journal- I will still read, don't you worry, I just am sick of it and really it gets me no where in life. You want to have some appreciation through your entries but the fleeting pride from posting and getting responses doesn't provide worth in my life. This is my farewell ( Read more... )

Wow, God is working up here in HoneyRock. It's truly amazing. For a month, being in class, I saw countless mistakes made by other people in my program while counseling. Regardless of all the good things that happened, I didnt' want to counsel because everyone hated it. Now, I have 6 girls under my care and my assistant counselor's care and I love ( Read more... )

MUWAH- that's for you ( Read more... )

I am so completely empty right now. My heart is sagging and I feel tears well up alot in the past 12 hours. I can't live without him. He is my happiness and my joy- The hollow feeling hasn't left me, assuming these are the hardest hours, it probably won't for a little bit. I just want him here with me so badly. I love him so much.

I'm sitting here on Adam's computer still trucking @ 3:20am. Tomorrow, we're going to the mall of America and then he's taking me to California Pizza Kitchen *yeah, one of Leslie's favorites and he didn't even know*- I'm stoked. I'm officially done w/ Developmental Psychology but it'll be nice to head into New Testament next 2 weeks and then ( Read more... )

6 months today ( Read more... )