Comments | hectorjuan: i talk in circles 'round you on my bed

hectorjuan

i talk in circles 'round you on my bed

Dec 31, 2003 01:22

just before i fall asleep and when im really bored i ........... laydown and think for awhile until i fall into a semihypnotic state of subconciousness, some call it daydreaming, some call it just spacing out. but i feel like im not here and it doesnt matter because im sick of putting myself in boring situations and conversations, just everyday ( Read more... )

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jnut December 31 2003, 08:31:41 UTC

i have that same problem w/ my "four leaf clover" hec. nice entry bud, i enjoyed reading it, very interesting visual imagery. j

lacedup January 5 2004, 22:59:04 UTC

new user picture, I don't hate it. .
;]
evil laughter

hectorjuan January 6 2004, 09:43:00 UTC

kristyn,

how could you ever hate anything that deals with me. especially pictures. ;) you love me.

lacedup January 6 2004, 11:31:08 UTC

I know. I know, really.. how could I not? Please the mere thought is utter ridiculousness!

invented memories in a haze of subconcious radiance dongabbiani January 6 2004, 01:08:13 UTC

whenever im about to sleep or bored with things that are, i often ponder whether or not this is all there is to life... screwin, dosin, battling, boozin, fucking... fleeting and miniscule escapes from a monotonous life but essential, nevertheless... and when you live to experience it all, then what? its a neverending cycle ( ... )

Re: invented memories in a haze of subconcious radiance hectorjuan January 6 2004, 09:47:57 UTC

everything you wrote is so true. i can totally relate to it. very well written too. the charm is really and the necklace is real too. you know its just one of those things that you pick up on them, you know those little things that they do, that you dont realize how much it just meant to you, eventhough it was something as stupid of minute as the way she moves her necklace, but you miss those things. and you know what you miss that person so much. only girl i am still afraid to talk to and really dont want to. i think the ataris said it the best 'out of every girl i meet, no other can compete, id ditch them all for a night with you.' as far as losing the girl with the necklace. a long time ago. she was defiently alive.

hector

Re: invented memories in a haze of subconcious radiance hectorjuan January 6 2004, 10:54:28 UTC

sidenote i was wondering who this is too you dont have your name listed in your bio and i checked your jounal out, it has lots of good stuff.