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[hedea]

I went to see the nutritionist yesterday. It seems very weird to be saying "well, I don't really care as much about losing weight" as someone who is considered obese. She even pointed out that she normally has to talk people away from focusing on weight, but I had to keep reminding her that it's not really my goal

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[dirty_soap]

I lose a little bit of interest in taking care of myself when someone starts bothering me about it. It sucks, I know everything I do is for my own benefit, but someone constantly pestering you about it eats away at the motivation to do anything (and for me it's also about being stubborn and sticking out my tongue).

I hope you're going to see a lot of progress with your biking in the near future.

[hedea]

(and for me it's also about being stubborn and sticking out my tongue).

Yeeees, this. It's like 'I'ma eat the whole damn cake and FUCK YOU.' Of course, that could just be me projecting other things.

[dirty_soap]

It totally is. For instance, my dad tells me to stop eating so much, get out more, stop staring at my computer, but the has this nasty way of saying these things so instead I'll get something nice and big and eat in front of my computer. After I feel so fail, but at that moment it felt nice to be all "fuck off, I know what I'm doing (and now excuse me while I punish you for being a dick by doing bad things to myself)"