pain.

[heerika]

daughter to father.. T___T

Comments

[reiina93]

awww..
don't be sad >___<

when you want to talk to someone but u can't, you can write on your diary or here in LJ ^___^
it'll make u better, bcoz i always like that ^^

you can say to ur friend "i dont want to talk about it for now, maybe next time"

don't be sad...
u still love him rite? he's your father ^__^
maybe he just plain forget^__^

sorry if i am too fussy, but i hope it'll make u better ^___^
ciao my friend~

[heerika]

awww.♥

yeah, i totally agree with that.^^

sometimes i tend to hide my pain whenever i'm with my friends. i really hate explaining myself.. i might i cry if i do.

yeah, that's the hardest part. he's still my father. and i can't change that even i wanted to...

he really doesn't know, i didn't grew up with him.. may be that's why.. he can only remember my little brother's birthday.

[reiina93]

have u tried to spoke with him? daughter to father, personally?
or you can share with your brother or mother ^__^

well, this isn't help much...
i just can listen to you here ^_^
maybe it will make u better x)

kyaaa..don't kill urself, kay..
I still waiting to read your Hanchul ^___^
*smacked*

[heerika]

you mean proper talk?? whenever we talk, i tend to shout at him. i can't control my anger or temper when it comes to him.. my brother is open to me.. we talk about it.

this is big help, since i can't open this to my friends.. T__T

i totally forgot about my fic, because of my rehearsals..
/fail.

[heerika]

awwwww.♥♥

thank you so much!♥
i already done that and i even confessed to a priest my hatred, but it didn't work. T__T
my very concern is my mother's feelings... she never open to me if she is hurt or what... but i can see through her eyes.. that she is dying inside.. and it hurts me and my brother.. T__T

TONS of HANCHUL fic?? really????? you mean it??? ^______^
thank you! thank you BB!!
you made me smile. ^____^

[heerika]

thanks for the advice.. i always do the dishes.. may be a massage will work because she work a lot! thank you!^^

really? wow!! thank you BB!^^

[heyheyminnie]

thats similar to how I was with my sister, before she got kicked out.
anyways...FIGHTING~!

[heerika]

kicked out? why?

thanks!

chu~♥

[heyheyminnie]

she stole my and my parents money all the time, and sell all our valubles then use the money for...well i really dont know what she used it for, but im guessing drugs or something...she wasn't the brightest crayon in the box

[heerika]

she really did that? where is she now?