to those of you who have either finished your first year of college, or are pretty close to it, do you suggest taking one or two summer classes before you actually start? haha i dont know whether i should be lazy and enjoy my last summer before long beach state starts up, or if i should try to get a head start. and if i should take a class what ( Read more... )

have you ever been so scared that you close your eyes and think to yourself "i want to go home" and just wish and wish that you could be safe and sound in your own house, your own room, snuggled up under the covers where no one can see you or hurt you? but then you open your eyes and realize that you ARE at home and you ARE in your own room.. but ( Read more... )

im turning my phone off for a couple days. so dont text/call me.

hahaha oh god. you all have to listen to kost 103.5 tonight at 11:55. nikki and i dedicated a song to our econ teacher (wind beneath my wings!) as a joke. nikki even got to talk to karen about how "inpirational and dedicated our teacher is" its going to be amazing and hilarious. you gotta hear this.

uhh so pretty much the next 4 years of my life just fell into my lap. bahahaha im going to live with kent next year in a condo 15 minutes away from long beach state. yup im going to live with a boy! im very excited. who wants to help me move innn?!

( i have other dresses, i just happen to be wearing this one EVERY time i take pictures )

tap tap being pirates for sadies. no battles.

i just lysol-ed my entire house. i have a million cups worth of water boiling right now just waiting to be tea. i bought a life time supply of chicken noodle soup ( Read more... )

dear everyone at elis friday night,

i want to appologize for anything i said or did. i honestly dont remember anything, and i feel really bad. i dont really know what to appologize for but im sure i did something that if i were sober i would definately regret. i am so sorry for anything and everything..

love,
jill perkins

i felt like i was going to cry today because i told this story about ryan. and it was a great memory, but afterwards i felt bad for telling it. like i shouldnt talk about him. or that i shouldnt think about him. im not bitter at all. im not even angry. and im honestly ok with everything. moving on feels good. but i feel almost like i have to ( Read more... )