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Tonight was good. We ended up at Pat's, which is normal and had fun throughout the night in which we told drunken truths. Sarah is still convinced I'll end up a lawyer even though I wiped all thoughts of law school (except when talking with my parents and most people) out of my head long long ago. What I'm going to do now I have no idea which ( Read more... )

after feeling insanely alone and unsure of who i can trust for the past few days, today was just amazing a reassured me that not only will i be ok but i do have people around me who despite their eccentrities may have me in their hearts a little bit more then they show. gotta love days when you can't stop smiling.

so i'm sitting in my room and its kind of late and i'm not tired at all. i dont have to work in the morning and its weird because i now have no reason to even try to go to sleep so i'm kind of like why fight it and am instead riding the wave of insomnia that has seemed to dominate my life lately. can waves dominate? i dont know but i think this ( Read more... )

i'm not going to do a post frosh year sappy entry because quite frankly i doubt that i could make it through it. let's just be proud that i held my own at the various goodbye parties and goodbyes throughout the past couple of days. what did katy call it? cool heidi? haha guess so. know that you all mean the world to me. i was scared shitless to ( Read more... )

new realization: i am royally fucked for tomorrow.

why do i think the library will make me productive? i know it does sometimes but those are times when 1. i have something concrete to work on (i.e. anything besides just blind studying which fyi i suck at) 2. katy's here to crack the slave whip to get me to go back to work. i thought i was so smart- i stayed away from the table in the basement ( Read more... )

so i think i may have creeped more then one person out when i screamed "katy i am not going to fucking jump three times in the middle of the sidewalk".... at the very least it was an amusing conversation looking back on it and the guy in the elevator said to me, "well i'm always free" after i declared to the phone "i'm not going to make out with ( Read more... )

i have the best friends ever. i know i say that a lot, but really it's true and even if i don't show it or kid around and treat you guys like shit know that in my heart i dont think i could make it without you. today is case in point. so thanks. for everything. love.

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