Help me hold on, for I'm swingin on the last thread...

[heikki]

So here I am. I talked to Annette today (yesterday) for a good bit. That was nice. She'll be picking me up from Anchorage in about 4 days. Things have been shitty the past few days. The family is being psychotic and trying to tell me I'm never allowed to go to Mt. Pleasant ever again. Now that's a joke. Nothing will ever keep me from my hometown.

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i don't know what to say

[jandn1502]

i am sorry but for one i DID make an effort to hang out with you and i think i am the only one who really did. it just seems like cori has a new life and sarah has dave and i am just plain old me. i work ALOT and i would like to hang out with you but it's hard for me too when i get home at 4 then get ready and come get you then take you home at 3 am and be at work at 5. tara i love you and would do just about anything for you (umm.. cemetary at night :) but if you would stay at my house and were not so shy we could have spent alot of time together. besides you made me feel bad anyway because all you talked about is cori. that's all you wanted to do see and be with it felt like, so i was leaving it up to you. if you wanted to hang out you know my phone number, i would have come to get you, i am sure we could have worked something out as far as my work schedule. tara i love you and i am sorry nothing turned out the way it did but you made me feel like i was back up until cori came around. please don't be mad at any of this but i am just

Re: i don't know what to say

[heikki]

Wow... I'm sorry. I don't know what to say, geez? Well, just so you know, it isn't all about Cori. I love Cori. Cori IS and always will be my best friend no matter what. Even if she is being a big PooButtAss right now. I'm sorry if I made you feel like nothing special, because you are very special to me. You are one of my best friends only because you have always been there, and I can count on you, and I've known you forever. Since we was wee little things. I've told you things I have never told anyone. I love you too Jess, and I'm sorry you're grumpy with me. I didn't mean to hurt you in any way. I didn't even realize that I was talkin about Cori so much. I just wish she would have been there, ya know? I was a little disapointed and hurt. I thought you'd understand I guess? Anyway, I'm sorry. Love ya!

Hey, Hey...

[peekaboo_77]

Well after I write this I am going to text you because I don't think I should call your Grams house this late. But I was thinking tomorrow, we can hang if you're not too busy with family stuff. Wether it's me, you and the others or just me and you. I will send Dave to his friend's house..lol. He is due to hang out with him again anyway!! I am pretty broke but I'm sure we will find something to shake up. No one has called me yet about any plans so I thought I would mention it to ya!!! You know, a great idea would be for you and your AK friends to carefully plan a trip down here... That would be cool. And stay longer then 2 weeks too. There is just not enough time to do anything in 2 weeks. Plus if I would have known sooner about when you were comming, I would have planned my vacation week now instead of next week when you're gone. I still would have been broke as hell but thats because I paid off my car...lol. Well I am going to text you now. Hopefully you will get it and call me!!!

[peekaboo_77]

Oh and I just updated my journal finally!!!