hey drunk, my stp dad killedc himself. shitty, eh? my nom uis sad. i get driunk to dal with real problems. other thN THr, lifwe is good, ben is fgreat. love him soo.

i have been thinking a lot lately. things are so odd.

and i don't even have to try,
don't even wanna try why should i
waste my precious time if i can't
make you love me, but i know you
do...
i'm so cool, no one wants to
talk to me and i'm so cool no one
wants to look at me and i'm so
fuckin' cool, nobody cares at all.

I just noticed that I smell an awful lot like beans! I always kind of smell like beans, but now especially. It must be because I skipped church last night. I bet when I get to hell, everyone will smell kind of like beans so no one will notice. Merry Christmas to everyone!

An unknown person has commented on my journal, I dont know how/if they know me, and I dont care. I am going to be making this a friends-only journal from here on out. If you want to be added, let me know, it's cool. I just don't like the idea of weirdos reading this stuff.

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulheilige goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as hooker.angrymosquito gives you 17 green licorice-flavoured gumdrops.birne tricks you! You lose 5 pieces of candy!grayasrai tricks you! You get a block of wood.jeevus tricks you! You lose 9 pieces of candy!kalthar tricks you! You get a rock.motherlessgoat gives you 19 ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the first practice for lacrosse. I am thinking that since I dont have a boyfriend that I will put more energy into it than I have in previous years. It will be good for me ( Read more... )

i just realized that i haven't used my happy icon since August. sad pandas. i like to think that my retro pin-up girl is happy, so she is the one i use when i feel it is appropriate. i am sitting at work listening to music, about to do some homework ( Read more... )

i got around to putting my flannel sheets on my bed. and my down comforter. it is much easier to sleep now that my bed is so comfortable, still lonely, but comfortable. it is foggy outside this morning.