Smile, you're on candid camera.
I need to hear those damn words, please. I keep waiting for that moment but I know it will never happen, because it's no joke, and I feel pathetic.
I 'm devastated. My brain refuses to make coherent thoughts at the moment. I just... can't accept things like that. How anyone in the world could. We're all shocked, we're all broken and we feel so... impotent. One moment you're so happy, so unaware... and the next it's all gone.
Why every person I love has been suffering like that lately, why things like that may happen to my friends, the most innocent, adorable, amazing people I know?
And then you think about how much you love someone, but we're so small and when you realize that it already seems too late.
I don't want to be late. Please just for this time, I don't want to be late.
I 'm devastated. My brain refuses to make coherent thoughts at the moment. I just... can't accept things like that. How anyone in the world could. We're all shocked, we're all broken and we feel so... impotent. One moment you're so happy, so unaware... and the next it's all gone.
Why every person I love has been suffering like that lately, why things like that may happen to my friends, the most innocent, adorable, amazing people I know?
And then you think about how much you love someone, but we're so small and when you realize that it already seems too late.
I don't want to be late. Please just for this time, I don't want to be late.