Well...today was quite interesting. I wore a freakin' skirt to school. LOL! I had on heeled-boots before school. I walked down to my other house in them, got to my porch (which is wood---and was wet, therefore it was SLIPPERY) and my feet flew out from under me. I did a full split...it didn't feel nice. I ended up changing into my sandals. They ( Read more... )

Don't close your heart. The heart can drown in the words you have left unspoken. And the heart can dry up in the places where the ones you could've loved should be. It can crawl into a desert. Do you want that? Don't close your heart off! Open it up like you open your hand... - Iris Chateaubriand from Sakura Wars. <3 ( Read more... )

So...things are getting a bit better. I haven't talked to my mother since the other day, which is good. I don't want to talk to April. Because if I talk to her...I know I'll totally lose it. I know that's bad, but...I really feel like, if I did talk to her, I wouldn't be able to keep a cool head. I'm bad when it comes to those things ( Read more... )

I hurt more than you'll ever know.

Why do you do this to me? Put me down. Make me cry. Break my heart. I don't want to feel anymore. Just do away with me now before the pain becomes too much.It seems that when something good happens to me, ten more bad things happen to cancel out that one good thing that happened. It's like nothing wants me to be ( Read more... )

I've never understood the song "Hollaback Girl". The only thing I know is that Gwen Stefani isn't a hollaback girl and the stuff is bananas. -shrugs- Lol. It just doesn't make sense. Uuuuuuh. I have no clue what to write. SURPRISE! SURPRISE! lol ( Read more... )

Sunburnt. Badly. Okay...so not HORRIBLY badly. Just...eh...bad? Heh. It hurts. Ow. Okay, it's on my legs, back, neck, collarbone, shoulders...and it's very painful. And then there are my LIPS----which are swollen from playing my alto sax and marching with it. I also have a bruise on the upper part of my leg from leaning my sax against it. Paaaaain ( Read more... )

I've given up. When I like a guy, either he likes me for a bit and finally decides "Hey, she's not my type" or "She probably wouldn't like me" or he likes a friend of mine...or a friend of mine likes him. It's impossible for me to like someone without one of those things happening. I've decided that ( Read more... )

BAND CAMP STARTS TODAY! I'm going to be leaving here in a bit to go to school. -grins- I can't wait. Of course...Meghan told me not to be too excited. So...I'm trying to stay a bit calm ( Read more... )

I am finally sixteen! FINALLY SIXTEEN!Okay. So I won't truly be sixteen until 7:37 tonight. But...that's only about 37 minutes away. So...I can say I'm sixteen already. LOL! I'm such a geek. But, seriously. I had a great time with Jess, Meg, and Laura. Having them here to celebrate my sixteenth birthday was awesome. -sigh- My mom really did get me ( Read more... )

1. Name: Nikkii Lynn Osborne ( Read more... )