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[helenix]

what if i died tonight?
i wonder how i'd feel about that.

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[dreamsreflected]

that would be unpleasant! please avoid at all costs!

[helenix]

well, i managed to live though i didn't sleep til the sun had long risen.
i kept crying rather hysterically too, for no reason that i can really grasp.

[dreamsreflected]

aw poor you! you could have come bugged me ya know!!

[helenix]

thanks buddy. i ended up talking to chantele on the phone all night. she went out and got a card to console me.

[teahakoe]

we all die, and we all return, some more or less than others, none-the-less, i think we would all prefer you refrained from dying at this conjecture. ^_^

[helenix]

*laughs* well, i have no intention of dying anytime soon, although my heart felt like it was breaking last night and i honestly have no idea why. it was deranged.

i'm not done yet, damnit!

[onoe]

I often have these kind of thoughts, but it's usually more around how others would feel, not how I would feel. Well, obviously you wouldn't feel much cause you're dead...unless you mean, how would the spirit feel. Now that would be pretty koool. I'm personally looking forward to experiencing that.
I'd have to agree with everyone else here though and say that you should probably try not to die tonight. It's probably better for everyone that way.

[helenix]

*smiles* i'm looking forward to going home too. it gets tiring and frustrating being in a body. but i chose to be here and there's a reason, so i'm definitely sticking around til all that's done.

[helenix]

oh man, can you imagine the hilarious shit we could get up to unconfined by mortal coils?!?!?

[helenix]

or firemen >_

[helenix]

*grins* i'm totally dating that(homily? aphorism?)

in the pants.

well, in the soul, to be perfectly honest. but yanno.