I love you very much. And I am not crazy, but I wake up at 2am and worry about death, too. Mostly my parents, but pretty much everyone. If I had a child I think I the fear of his/her death in the middle of the night would make me throw up! The middle of the night is worry time, so I don't think it is a reflection of your head darkness. Poopnose Pop is probably on a tour of America. I keep daydreaming that we see each other and go for a walk and talk.
Thank you. I'm not glad that you are up worrying in the middle of the night but it makes me feel a whole lotta less crazy. You are the most sane person I know. When I read this I cried and wanted to pack a suitcase and move to you. I feel so lonely here. Even though we are only 20 minutes from the city and friends, I feel like I don't have any friends. It is too hard of a job to upkeep anyway. Beginning the new school year our situation changes drastically. My salary goes up and Vaughan's tuition goes down from 1200 to 500 a month. That means Missy goes to Philly! That is my first travel priority. I will see you soon.
Yes, I spend a lot of 2-hour blocks awake in the middle of the night. Sometimes I worry, worry, worry. Sometimes I am just wide awake for no reason. I miss you, too. I only really have three friends here (and that is COUNTING my husband) and I think and talk about you all the time. Why make a hundred friends in Philly when none of them are YOU and they will just annoy me? That's good news about the salary and great news about Vaughan's tuition! Please come see us. I wanted to go see you this year but it's been hard to work it out. We have two Michigan trips planned (one while Brian and his family are there and one for Jeni's wedding) and then probably two trips to Raleigh (one to help mom unpack when they move and then one for Christmas). RJ mentions pretty often that he misses you guys. He just brought it up last week. He'll start saying he wants to go to Lanesplitters with you but I say "ohhhh" and almost cry so we have to stop.
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And I am not crazy, but I wake up at 2am and worry about death, too. Mostly my parents, but pretty much everyone. If I had a child I think I the fear of his/her death in the middle of the night would make me throw up! The middle of the night is worry time, so I don't think it is a reflection of your head darkness.
Poopnose Pop is probably on a tour of America.
I keep daydreaming that we see each other and go for a walk and talk.
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I feel so lonely here. Even though we are only 20 minutes from the city and friends, I feel like I don't have any friends. It is too hard of a job to upkeep anyway.
Beginning the new school year our situation changes drastically. My salary goes up and Vaughan's tuition goes down from 1200 to 500 a month. That means Missy goes to Philly! That is my first travel priority.
I will see you soon.
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I miss you, too. I only really have three friends here (and that is COUNTING my husband) and I think and talk about you all the time. Why make a hundred friends in Philly when none of them are YOU and they will just annoy me?
That's good news about the salary and great news about Vaughan's tuition! Please come see us. I wanted to go see you this year but it's been hard to work it out. We have two Michigan trips planned (one while Brian and his family are there and one for Jeni's wedding) and then probably two trips to Raleigh (one to help mom unpack when they move and then one for Christmas).
RJ mentions pretty often that he misses you guys. He just brought it up last week. He'll start saying he wants to go to Lanesplitters with you but I say "ohhhh" and almost cry so we have to stop.
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