update 4:

[helgagermaine]

my birthday is in a month. woo! 22... i still think about her a lot, but i'm beginning to realize that she doesn't really care to be my friend either.. i think... oh well. i can only do so much to try here without becoming a pest

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[art_isnt_easy]

Ooh, look who I found on livejournal! Consider yourself on my list!

And really, we must get together for coffee or something...I have a feeling things might wind down a bit around next week...so...yeah. We'll catch up.

~Elyse

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[vampirejenna]

I heart you Heidi. Thank you so much for the comment, it was much needed. I've just been so miserable, and the first time that I feel alive is when I'm phsyically altered and not myself at all. I don't want to kill myself, although sometimes I think it would be better that way, but in the end I'm afraid to die. That was just a really rough night, and I'm so glad that you were there, even if you weren't there physically. Keep in touch since it seems we're both in this crappy place right now. Maybe sharing and talking will help.