slowly getting better. i'm putting the weight back on now. pretty fast actually. i'm back to eating just about everything...with an emphasis on the ben and jerry's... oy ( Read more... )

since last week, i've lost over 10 lbs., written 10 pages of garble, thought about things till it hurt to much to keep my eyes open, but couldn't fall asleep, bought hot dogs, and cleaned up my apartment.

just thought i'd put that out there. thank you, and good night. i'll be here all week.

tata.

this is hard, and hurtful. so no one asks anymore, i'm not seeing hudson. too many miscommunications, missed signals, and contradictions. sad.

school is ok..but i have been a little blue lately.. hudson is really busy, and i need her right now, but i don't wanna be "that girl.." we went to her wrap party for a major film she was working on...very exciting. justin kirk from the HBO version of "angels in america" was in it, and i got to meet him and got a picture with him.. i'm a dork... ( Read more... )

so... i moved into my apartment on sunday the 28th, and for whatever reason, i'm back in PA for the night.. i left my guitar and some other stuff here, so instead of having my mom go on a wild goose chase for me, i thought i'd pick up what i needed.. and the she can come in and i'll take her to a bar tomorrow night (don't tell mama - anne's bar). ( Read more... )

so i feel like all i've been doing lately is leaving places... but this time it will be for good. i'm moving to my new apartment on sunday...yay! and i can't wait! but i'm also very nervous.. i graduate in may, plus i have bills to pay and insurance to worry about. oy ( Read more... )

i miss aimee. i want to write a musical revue with aimee and wendy. i miss wendy too.

i miss lauren too. i got her a funny shirt and i hope she likes it.

tata.

:)

so i've been neglecting to write here.. blah blah blah.. i've actually purchased and actual paper journal and have been writing my deepest darkest thoughts in it... sorta...well, just getting out aggression and drawing stick figures of how i feel..hehe.

SO, i leave in a week to go back to NY, then back to PA for a while before i move into my new ( Read more... )

My sanity in LA:

here's my nephew....
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best friend's wedding was...overall? fun.


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