Goodbye all, your marching bands
Laid to rest in broken stands
Butcher birds will fly away
This is not a warning call, your final shot
All I see is butcher birds will fly away, electric bloom

It's just another hospital
It's just another, it's just another
It's just another hospital
It's just another, it's just another

Why are we even here?

See, the thing about life is that everything is just so fucking relative.

Happiness is relative. I'm relatively happy I guess. Compared to unfortunate people with miserable lives. But then again if they're able to make the most out of their lives and they're content with what they have then I guess that makes them happier than me. And then there ( Read more... )

Know what I hate more than being broke?

Being in debt. It's not much but still, I wish

a) I was more financially responsible.
b) My dad would give me my allowance.
c) I could find a halfway decent job.

It sucks looking at other people eating delicious food while your stomach feels like it's eating itself. Don't get me wrong, I'm not poor, just broke, ( Read more... )

Won't Be Fucked.


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I feel like blogging again, and having had this blog for three years now, this livejournal feels most like home ( Read more... )

So 18 years ago, I was born. And I have been doomed to many things in my short time here. But I have also been blessed, cos I realise that I've been having this odd lucky streak, where I get to meet so many amazing people, and they somehow stand my childishness and emotional insecurities and occasional lack of social graces, and become my friends ( Read more... )

So my birthday is the day after tomorrow. For some reason I always feel kinda down around my birthday. Like it's a constant reminder that one year later I still don't like who I am. Wasted days, hours spent wishing, hoping, naively procrastinating. Everyday I fool myself into thinking I've grown up a little more and become a better, stronger, more ( Read more... )

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Local post-rock band Amateur Takes Control, "Sayonara Supergirl"
Beautiful.

Thank god for my ability to turn withering self-hate into temporary motivational drive.

Jesus Christ, my stupid computer is too old/lame/shitty/gay to download windows live, how fucking pathetic is that.