rut

[heliosphile]

i dunno if staring on and off at a computer screen in one space, forcing oneself to be away from home, and still not managing a single paragraph since morning is considered hard work.

my spine aches, my heart hurts and my mind is totally fucked.

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[solidslade]

you're in some sort of trouble.
at least thats what I sense.

either way, this bothers me.

Talk. or email me. whichever.

Life is boring for me in the real world,
I find peace so fucking pathetic.

How's your planet?

[heliosphile]

this side the planet is experiencing freakin windy weather on top of the fact that they have abolished sunshine anyway, so with the global warming we'll be getting cane toads here next. but that aside all is fine, I'm just two weeks behind on a major essay due to lots of stresses which are all outta the way now my only gripe is I keep getting friggin harassed by unecessary housing issues. It's a whole drama-i belong in a housing co-op which is pretty much like animal farm-at this rate I would so love to go corporate and work in some multinational bank just to piss off my neighbours spouting empty rhetoric. It's getting to the point where it will be the next big thing to discuss with my shrink and it's not nice to develop a neurosis based on neighbour and management grievances. I have to be on the receiving end of patronising slogans that state the obvious-such as we all are people catered to those in need who would otherwise be homeless blah blah blah. This from people who hire a cleaner and earn way above the required level of social

[solidslade]

I'd choose neither.

Your'e on the dole? You a Brit national already?

as for the Coop, I say fuck em.
Go Corporate.
Consider murder even.
Never ever take shit from hippies dude.
Coop Hippie drama lames hard, much.