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[heliosphile]

i had to promise my flatmate yesterday I would go to the doctor first thing this morning so I did. there's not many promises I can make to myself, but any promise to anyone is not broken. never been unfaithful never could be. anyway, so now even more drugs. all this mixing is not good. I tried to get alcohol the other day to knock me to sleep and

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[angat_sa_batas]

you alright budz?

[heliosphile]

hope so. you understand as a painter not to have made a painting in over three years sucks. especially when its my outlet in the first place. as a reflection on things it just means things have been pretty crap lately.