Not unlike Quartoth.

May 06, 2005 09:11

I had barely been given time to think about what it had been like in Quartoth. My father, who I didn't know was my real father at the time had told me that those demons would keep hurting my family if I hadn't gone to see this Vail demon ( Read more... )

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superhero_son May 21 2005, 23:48:53 UTC
While I was still able to pinch myself, though, I decided that maybe I should be thankful to be corporeal.

I didn't know much of death. I had two lives to try to figure it out, but I hadn't made any headway with that.

My first life had been a quick one, taken away by Holtz and in order to escape Angel, brought to a hell dimension, more fierce then most, by all accounts.

I had never given death ba second thought there. I was too busy protecting my father, after he had taught me and I became formidable.

I didn't think that I would ever die there, because I couldn't. I had to survive to protect Holtz, and to get back to Earth somehow and rid the world of my birth vampire father.

My second life, created by Angel, had been much easier. Death had never ben an option, because life was cheery. I had happy memories and a loving family. I never fought and until thatvan hit me, there was no cause to think about death.

The only time that I ever really had was when I had gone to face Sahjhan.

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superhero_son May 21 2005, 23:53:15 UTC
Sahjhan was this big, formidable opponent, who according to Wesley, ahd nearly killed my father.

Angel had trained me going into the battle, but it diodn't make up for anything, once I lifted the top of thatvase and his ugly mug had been brought out.

He spoke of prophecy and I had no idea of what that meant, that strange flas with my whole real life passing through my eyes, not occurring as of yet.

The fight with him made me realize that I was in over my head and real death in my sheltered life became a very real possibility.

When he had me by the throat, I thought that I was dead and images did flas through my mind. They weren't really what I woul call pleasant ones.

They were brief, but there. I thought about it and I thought that there would be nothing for me but this peaceful soul floating around, and real angels everywhere, but then the window smashed, and life took on a new meaning.

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superhero_son May 21 2005, 23:57:17 UTC
I tried not to focus on anything but killing Sahjhan when those images flashed before me, everything that had happened. Quartoth, Cordy, Jasmine, all of it.

I knew that I was disturbed and that pissed me off more then Sahjhan's fingers around my neck did.

I made quick work of Sahjhan, but then, even knowing that my whole life had been a con, I was not angered by Angel's decision and while the anger of my former life was still there, it didn't own me, it didn't make me want vengeance upon my real, vampire father.

Instead, I wantd to kep my life together for those of whom still mattered to me, even if they weren't my real parents.

It became apparent to me that they didn't know wht had happened and still considered me their dutiful and lucky son, a student at Stanford.

But, then Angel came to see me at that cafe, and I knew that something was going on.

But, death still didn't enter the equation.

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superhero_son May 22 2005, 00:02:29 UTC
He needed me and I knew it. I didn't believe that h would just come to me, his superhero son for no reason, regardless of what it was that he did tell me.

That night, the night of my death, there was a stir in the streets and I knew that I had to go to the law firm.

I saw him there, fighting a well dressed and powerful man. My dad wasn't doing very well, and I had to get in there and yeah, the big well dressed man had tossed me around, me, a superhero, like a piece of paper, but then my dad got control of things and no death thoughts were there.

My dad eventually killed him, and yeah, the building was starting to cave, but I had great speed, greatreflexes and was sure that I could get outand then that beam hit me.

I didn't even know if my dad saw what had happened, but I hoped that he was winning whatever battle that he was in now.

Meanwhile, death was now a reality, and I had some real thoughts about it now.

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