hmmm

[hell_sink_e]

I keep thinking about moving back home. I'm not sure why. Maybe because I wish I was still younger and things were simpler (i.e. not having to find a job and pay rent) or maybe it's because I want to not grow up in general. It's really unnerving and I keep waking up very sad that I am not in Nashville. But I don't have anyone to talk to about

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[randomvariablel]

Yo we should talk anyway (i just got home on monday)! I haven't talked to you in so long, girl! I can call you tonight...

[sinceileftyou_]

*hugs* I'm sure you'll figure out something and it'll be fine. I don't think it's necessarily that you don't want to grow up, but really looking for something stable. Don't blame yourself! It's okay to have doubts! You are a smart girl. You'll get it together.
Email me sometime. I rarely have time to make a worthwhile phone call, but I can email like nobody's biznasty. That's right. Biznasty.

[hell_sink_e]

i'm not sure what biznasty means or why you said *hugs* - i don't need no virtual hugs.
i just need to think things through, but in a clearer state of mind than what i have been in. i think i am confused as to whether or not i want stability - stability can be stale. mainly i want less stress. i don't know if those two things make sense together. whatever. i got to get ready for another day of unemployment.

[sinceileftyou_]

...i was just trying to be nice.

[randomvariablel]

you weren't joking when you said you might be inebriated. What was the occasion? Wednesday afternoon drinking time?