I'm a sleepless wreck but it's okay. I live for nights like this. It's even hard for myself to understand sometimes. I love you, I'm sure i do. I don't want to tell you. It's a scary thought. I hope it wasn't just the drugs, I hope that was you. I love holding you but I don't want a label. I love where we're at. I hope I don't just feel this way with chemical assistance. I don't know if i'll regret this an hour from now or a day from now or a year from now, but as of right now I know that I can't stop thinking about you. I hope you're okay right now, safe in your dream. I hope you're happy. I hope you don't forget. I hope you know that I'm always here for you. We have the potential to fall in love. We could make great things happen, make people jealous. I'm young and I want the memories now to be so great that I'll never forget them. I want to look back on high school and remember you and me and carmen and crazy nights and drugs and music and just -- being young, being happy, feeling alive. I want to feel it all, love with everything
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