i leave in 64 days for a life in a completely new place.  some friends will always be there, regardless of the distance.  others will fade.  its a harsh reality, but a part of life.  hs is over.  we're in a weird in between stage.  i want to read harry potter.

im so angsty right now.

nervous, unsure, sad, accepting, guilty.

some combination of that.

i miss ireland.

i'm excited for college.

and chicago is probably COLDER than a snowboarding trip would have been.

i used to never talk about anything.  i kept quiet about everything that bothered me and believed i could work it all out on my own.  i have changed a lot since then.  at least i thought i had.

eight months.  kinda.

things are good.

my sister is home.

i'm done with school for two weeks.

finished an app today.

wisdom teeth out tomorrow...

visit me??

wow i'm feeling really good right now.
soccer banquet tonight... it finalized the end of my high school soccer career, but its going to be one of those things where i look back and only have good memories.  its been such a good experience.  the team was so close.  the games were intense.  playing under the lights.  the fans going crazy.  the ( Read more... )

choir retreat made me realize how much has changed from last year...

but i'm totally ok with that.

p.s. we beat the 1st place team in the leauge today :)

i've been thinking, and i think i need to add an element of consistency to my life. just trust me on this one.