To Do:
1. Don't talk to him. (He just needs time).
2. Give him space. (It's just over whelming).
3. Don't worry (it's not my fault).
4. Don't think about him. (It will only make shit harder).
5. Don't cry. (In time he'll come around).
Why is it, that the one I want, I can't have? Theres always the option of just taking one of the others. But I don't want them!
I understand that you need space, and time to think things through. You have alot going on, there's so many decision to make (although none of them are easy), and theres just so much in the air right now that you need time. When a friend of yours told you that you needed to stick around for the weekend, so that you could meet her friend, the thought of falling for her friend had never crossed your mind. And it just added to the list of things you were already dealing with. Then to find out that the feelings were mutual, while it was undeniably great news, it just added a whole other level of stress. So I'll leave you be, so you can see to it that everything you need to get done, get's done. Though it sucks, I will let you go, and if and when the time comes that there is room for me, I will be here.
Till then adieu