UGH! IM SO BIPOLAR!!!!!! I CANT DO IT!!! i turn on my ipod and the first thing to come up is the postal service, and hot hot heat and I CANT DO IT!! ... THERE DUSTI ARE YOU HAPPY!! I CAN"T DO IT! he's just to much like me.. theres no way i couldn't be heels over head for him...i give in... oh well... i tried didn't I..hehe

Have you ever wanted to just be mad at someone. You try really hard, and you have every reason TO be mad, but you just cant seem to stay pissed. You see a picture of them and you smile, and then you think of a past memory and you laugh. UGH! I JUST WANT TO BE MAD, OR ATLEAST LET ME BE REALLY REALLY CRAZY BUMMED! I shouldn't care so much seeing as ( Read more... )

So i got safely to ferris last night... what a drive. I think i was petal to the metal all the way up here. BUT shitty little thing.. i hate when your flyin down the highway and some dude gets in front of you.. AND SLOWS DOWN!!!!! OMFG! and then i cant get around him cause there five million othere cars on the road too! UGH! DRIVES ME NUTS!!!! ( Read more... )

not to much to report, i dont work today or tommorow.. but i work friday 2-7 and then im going to Ferris right after. ok i guess i could put a little more excitment in to that... IM GOING TO FERRIS. ya no its just not working. OMG!!! I GET TO SEE JEREMY!!! YAY! ok yeah that works ( Read more... )

im just so cool that i can't even read my last entry.. oh well.. i guess itll have to do.. cause i can read the rest of them.. GOD WHAT LOSER!

My mind is ticking life away, asking if you are the one

So i spent most of monday cleaning... and for the first time EVER my room is clean! its a crazy. anyways... Jeremey came down.. or actually up (since he wasn't at a buddies house, but whatever) but we really werent sure what to do so we just decided to go see constantineand it was just as ( Read more... )

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tennmanlover2003: thegothicme: is the person Jeremy likes your friend that was here over the weekend ( Read more... )

SO I got shitfaced (well maybe just drunk.. ive been MUCH worse before) and once again it was CRAZY FUN! hell it was even more fun than the night before. THe day went really slow.. i watched my 311 day dvd.. and then dusti watched the end of the daytona 500 (GOD DAMN YOU JEFF GORDON WHY DON"T YOU JUST DIE FUCKER!) then we went over to Kanika's room ( Read more... )