Hiding in the Dark
It had only been a couple of days since Emeraude's video, but that was all Shinju needed for his world to fracture.
Why? Why would she do something like this? Laughing at someone's misfortune... laughing at the fact that Kresnik had been kidnapped, and would most likely be injured...
Why, how, how could she even think of doing something so cruel, whywhywhywhywhywhy
He couldn't take it. He couldn't think. He had to stop thinking or everything would break. He would break again...
Where did the kind woman he loved--
No. Stop thinking. Stop thinking! Just don't think...
He hugged his knees closer, sitting in the dark as he always was anyway... why bother turning on the light when he couldn't use it?
Amaterasu had returned just a few hours earlier... the wolf had always helped him calm down...
Seeing that Kresnik had been alright with Lloyd's report, he couldn't help himself. Even through all the pain... the trying not to think... he still had to say something...
But now he was quiet, unmoving. He'd hardly eaten, slept or taken any steps to take care of himself at all. He looked like a mess... but he didn't care.
He just wanted to stop thinking...
Why? Why would she do something like this? Laughing at someone's misfortune... laughing at the fact that Kresnik had been kidnapped, and would most likely be injured...
Why, how, how could she even think of doing something so cruel, whywhywhywhywhywhy
He couldn't take it. He couldn't think. He had to stop thinking or everything would break. He would break again...
Where did the kind woman he loved--
No. Stop thinking. Stop thinking! Just don't think...
He hugged his knees closer, sitting in the dark as he always was anyway... why bother turning on the light when he couldn't use it?
Amaterasu had returned just a few hours earlier... the wolf had always helped him calm down...
Seeing that Kresnik had been alright with Lloyd's report, he couldn't help himself. Even through all the pain... the trying not to think... he still had to say something...
But now he was quiet, unmoving. He'd hardly eaten, slept or taken any steps to take care of himself at all. He looked like a mess... but he didn't care.
He just wanted to stop thinking...