The freezing touch of fear..

[hellfirepain]

What can I say anymore? I feel like the greatest gift I've ever attained is just being dangled in front of my face, almost in a taunting manner. I am supposed to hang with Christina Tuesday, but it's gonna be awkward to me, because I've always been so sure that she liked me and cared for me, and I just don't know anymore, I dunno what the hell is

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[anonymous]

I luv ya Chris, and i mean that, and if you ever need honesty i want you to know that you can always come to me...I've never lied to you about anything and i don't intend on starting anytime soon...sorry you feel the way you do...but things will get better, i'm always here if you need someone to talk to or w/e...

~*~Ria~*~

[anonymous]

dude, wut she said minus the luv thing cuz thats kinda weird lol. im always here even if it dosent seem like it

-izzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzo

hey

[gczriotgirl]

ok I know we're on that "stay out of my life never talk to me again" thing...but I don't hold grudges. sure, if you want it to stay that way...its cool and I'll understand...but also if you want to talk...about whatevers going on...that would be cool too. i'm here if you wanna rant. you still have people that care about you, don't forget that. there, I was completely honest.

Re: hey

[hellfirepain]

I never hated you, I got annoyed with you, but the reason I did that whole "fuck off and die" thing, was because I felt it was best, sure it was an awful thing to do, but i thought nothing short of that could ever get you over me and have a friendship, it was too awkward because the whole time you were waiting for us to get back together.

Re: hey

[gczriotgirl]

I understand that, but I did get over you (it was hard...but I had to move on, just like you did) It took time and it helped that you did the "fuck off and die" thing cuz that led to me getting over what happened. lol. I hope eventually we could still talk, maybe be friends. I miss talking to you...you're just a cool person and you always make me laugh. *I need that sometimes, lol* I hope we can at least give it a chance, if not its ok. peace. :o)

~Cindy

[anonymous]

...and you'll always have ME!!

<3:K

[hellfirepain]

You being?

[xdesdem0nax]

well maybe its the fact that sometimes the truth hurts...sometimes it hurts too much and you dont want that person to hate you or see u hurt to the point u dont want to live so they would rather keep it in the closet or something. u know im always here to talk and u have my number so DONT HESITATE TO CALL DAMNIT! ::cling::

[xdesdem0nax]

oh yeah and everything happens for a reason...and it happens to the best of us...it happened to me. many times. so. dont be sad