Just realize I know I'm blowing up over some dumb shit.. but it's because that dumb shit's been building up all fuckin' year, you've seen half the shit I've had to go through, and then the stuff at my house, then with everyone having bad days or me doing my damndest to help everyone and having it thrown back in my face, I just can't take it anymore. Sorry for having a voice to snap back with or whatever, but just know.. little things bother me heavily anymore becuase the only good things I got going in my life are, Tom, Dan, Zac and Frank. Everyone else winds up hurting me or bringing drama to me.
what the hell chris? why do you have to add smartass comments like that? i just wanted to tell you how i felt...and how a lot of people probably feel(maybe to a lesser extent tho)...im sorry i bring you drama christopher GRR
Well everytime I say something you get pissy at me, all my life I've been the one to have people snap at me and just take it in and try my best to calm them down, and lately, you've been snapping at me for no reason and such. You'll get pissy at me then say "excuse me im having a bad day" or "im just irritable right now" why can'tyou understand that I can have days like that too? I'm so sick of just taking it all in, so when someone snaps at me, or says some shit like you said, I'm gonna say something back. I'm sick of you accusing me of being a manwhore (directly or indirectly) and I'm really sick of this mindtrip you seem to have going on where you're above me. You used to laugh at my jokes, goof with me, talk with me.. now you make fun of me, shun me off, explode on me, and I'm fucking sick of it. When you say stuff like that it hurts so bad because I have feelings for you still, and you know it. And having the thought that maybe someone out there still loved me, being torn away from me in the fashion you did.. it hurt like a
( ... )
How come everytime I voice my opinion or speak out, you get mad at me or have something to say? All the times you cried and I held you and talked you into a better mood, does none of that matter to you? I'm trying to get shit out in the open because I'm honestly getting sick of this situation to where I am seemingly always wrong to you.
Comments 7
Reply
Reply
Reply
what the hell chris? why do you have to add smartass comments like that? i just wanted to tell you how i felt...and how a lot of people probably feel(maybe to a lesser extent tho)...im sorry i bring you drama christopher GRR
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment