What is wrong with me?

[hellfirepain]

The title says it all, I don't know what's come over me lately. I feel so intensely suicidal. Like normally I would think about it, plan it, and that would be it. But lately I've actually cut myself, had my stepdad's gun to my head, I'm so close to doing it. And I don't know why.. I just can't take it anymore. Every aspect of who I am disgusts me,

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[anonymous]

Abandoned, desperate and alone

[anonymous]

if you killed yourself... id do the same

is that enough to keep you alive?

i love you, chris... :/ not only as a friend anymore.. sometimes... i just.. it cant be put into words.. just.. dont leave me... ever..

this is annony. cause i dont want people to think odly of me..

its the rapist.. theres your clue.