Friday night rehearsal... half the guard was missing. It took them three hours to learn NINE counts. It isn't even clean. I couldn't even get upset at them because they were trying SO hard. I was frustrated and didn't know who to take it out on.
Jacob came to rehearsal. Then Thane came. Then we all went to Rusty's and I drowned my frustrations in Dos Equis. It became awkward when I realized that there's still some little tiny sparks between me and Jacob and I hate it. Yea and I think Thane hates it too. No, I KNOW he hates it.
Thane bought me a Get Up Kids cd and it's awesome. Thane is awesome.
I'm sorta afraid of fucking this one up. I don't think I'll cheat, but I can't guarantee anything 100% and that's really bothering me.
Gah.