I am listening to Saetia.
i'm not sure why.
it feels good.

i ended 2 old chapters in my life.
one old and one newer.
i feel somewhat sad about this....
but not really.
one was holding me back and the other holding me down.
it feels weird to be free of everything that
had me by the balls.
no more albatross.

closure is such an intricate part of life.
self-realization, daily epiphanies and trusting in your self.

i broke someones spirit and broke their soul and now
time heals all wounds....i wish you the best, because you deserve...
but so do i, without you....
its only cold when you sleep alone but at least you have the bed to yourself!

haha.

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i couldn't help but lurk.
so in retort to your post....

we don't deserve second chances.
you got yours...briefly albeit...
but you got to experience the closeness
again.
you got to hold the one person you love more
than anything again.

hey. thats more than i can say for myself.

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Today was a good day.
Mom and I went shopping.
and I spent a bit of money.
Got an amazingly psych dress @ Salvation A.
for 2.00. Its an orange poly sundress with neat white
buttons.
Got a T.B.S hoodie brand new for 5.00.
i'll admit guilty pleasure.
might give it away though.

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guessss what!??
i am going home right now.
i am sitting in the roanoke airport lounge
guzzling a beer and smoking a smoke
and wifi-ing it up!
hahaha.
i heart the ibook.
yaaay home.
if anyone wants to get drunk...hang out and what not..
call me.
540-293-0961.

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re·gret ( P )
Pronunciation Key (r-grt)

v. re·gret·ted, re·gret·ting, re·grets
v. tr.

To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about.
To remember with a feeling of loss or sorrow; mourn.

who would have thought.
i would have regret?
its an emotion i have never
really experienced and its eating me alive.