i love when older women tell me i look beautiful. and how they always compliment my eyes and how i coordinate the colors with my outfits. and ask me what i think if they were to use colors like mine. even guys say things at times, which is funny. i never thought they noticed those kinds of things ( Read more... )

i'm sitting on the couch downstairs in the dark right now ( Read more... )

the past few days i have been sick. and today is the worst. i can't stop coughing. and it's hard to breathe. and my glands in my neck are swollen ( Read more... )

two separate thoughts for today ( Read more... )

you know what they say...that good things come to those who wait.
well i sure as hell hope they're right.

seems that's all i do.

anyways...going back to my own house tonight. i was probably there for a total of 3 minutes over the past 8 days. nice.

i hate that i cause myself to get so sad at times.
i hate when i have hard nights.
i hate crying.

i've been sitting here doing nothing since 9ish and there's probably nothing that will make the night better.

so much for going to the beach ( Read more... )

i'm bored. i want to go on a date. :( hahahhh.

i woke up and i don't feel well ( Read more... )

i have to say this. i can't stop thinking about it. i really really hate and cannot tolerate when someone does/says things that hurt one of my best friends, and plays around with their heart and emotions. people should not say something and not really mean it/do another, or hang onto multiple relationships in hopes that if one isn't satisfying or ( Read more... )