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kthxbye

i finally admitted to him (and myself) that i'm a smoker :( he got really upset and kept making stupid comments all nite. he wouldnt kiss me or hold my hand cuz he said i smelled like cigarettes :: rolls eyes :: lame. usually when we get upset with each other i'll go and hug him and everything will be fine, not this time. i stayed away and when he ( Read more... )

"Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."

-Erica Jong

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devin found my empty pack of cigarettes and he got upset. he told me to stop, and that he wasnt mad.. he just cares. that's sweet n all but him telling me to stop really makes me wanna do it more.. how childish is that?

plus, if he's acting crazy over something i'm allowed to do legally, how do you think he'll react when i tell him about my other ( Read more... )

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i feel like i'm living a double life with him.. but not, it that makes sense.. and i've been smoking a awful lot lately, i dunno why

question of the night: how soon is too soon to say i love you?

wow.. last nite was aweomse! first, thank you soooo much to jake and alexis for going wayyyy out of their way to give me a ride so i can enjoy the nite with them! i love you guys sooo much! we got to NW around 8ish, i love the feeling of when you first arrive at a party and start dancing to great music.. puts a big smile on my face. just chilled ( Read more... )

maybe i didnt mean my last entry..

i dont know whats wrong with me, i take the littlest thing and it turn into something huge and stupid.. i wish i could stop thinking so negatively, it definitly ruins my day..

but thats how i feel sometimes and pitty makes it hurt more

k, i'm done now

sucks when you love somebody so much and you can just tell they dont feel the same