This morning, as well as Thursday afternoon, I get to play Political Science Professor. These are big shoes to fill, as I have been working with Prof. Bernell all term and I know he knows his stuff. I guess I should take it as a compliment then, that he trusts me enough to play his role for finals week. These 205 kids are generally good, I dont see ( Read more... )

Despite a great application references and phone interview, my best effort, in fact, was not good enough to get the job. I had my heart invested in this job, and I was silly enough to allow myself to believe I already had the job when I hung up the phone yesterday. When she told me I didnt get on the staff, I asked her why. Things she said like "I ( Read more... )

The part of me that thrives off of attention wishes there were witnesses to my phone interview for the camp position this morning. I exceled in this phone interview, and I am pretty sure I will get the job offer tomorrow. I am up against nine other women for three spots, as the two spots are going to men, which works for them because there were ( Read more... )

I turned on the television today, which is something I havent done in a while. I watched "ultimate survivor" feeling cool because my Portland friend was watching it as well and we were talking over the internet about it... almost as cool as watching it in the same room. Ah technology ( Read more... )

I am going to whine. I have noticed over the last few weeks that I have developed this aversion to alcohol, even in small amounts. It may be stress or something, but it's kind of strange. The thing is, even when I have a little bit of alcohol, and drink plenty of water or whatever, I still feel hung over the next day. I have been trying to stay ( Read more... )

so I have been sleepy a lot during the day and uppity/awake each night. I switched the time I take meds and now I slept last night, which is nice, but today I am so uppity that I cant concentrate on anything. I am easily excited and frustrated, and I have been walking around wanting to either give people big hugs or punch them, depending on it they ( Read more... )

but all in all, I am okay. Filling out an application to be a summer camp staff person at the coast this summer, which is exciting prospect, even though I would be making peanuts (better than being unemployed, like last summer). Because on the upside, I would be getting paid to live at summer camp, play with kids, and be outside and sing and have ( Read more... )

Is what I like to call the OSU library after about week 8 of the term. So many people, so many... germs. Everyone's busy, spaced out, stressed. Except one person, who is accomplished, sneaky. I see this person from time to time, different face but same action: this is the dude who uses the valley computers for watching porn. This guy is so obvious ( Read more... )

I have now heard back from all internships I applied for this summer. Did not get any of them, despite a couple close calls. I know I shouldn't take this rejection as, well, a personal rejection, but one of many factors. It just would have felt better for me to reject a job for once, instead of the other way around. A MAT program is making more and ( Read more... )

You dont have to think the same to love the same.