wow.
thank you every1 who made my night last night so amazing.
thank you MEGAN AND SASHA for putting it together, that meant so much to me.
i miss how everything used to be.
u guys dont have to read this...but u can haha
I can't believe what our group of friends really had. I really took it for granted. No matter what i feel outa place unless Im with my 8th grade. We didnt care what people thought of us, we didnt judge eachother. We all had our materialistic crap but that wasnt what mattered. We could come to school on free dress days in sweats and no1 would care. We LOVED eachother for who we are. No matter how bitchy we could be to eachother we were eachothers life and loved one another through everything. We were bitchy, slutty, crazy, pot smokin, drunken, fun, mean, loving, caring, backstabbing girls. But somehow we all got through...stronger people, and i KNOW we couldnt have done it with out one another. "its just so hard to say goodbye to yesterday"....We grew up so damn fast, and its really hard going into a school, a life where nobody even some what gets you. I honestly just want to rewind everything to a point in time during middle school where every1 was friends, and was just sitting near the lunch truck on the circle or in mr kesslers room during lunch. Where everybody was smiling and laughing and all of our problems just seemed to be gone b/c all the people we were around truely had sum kind of love for you... im not dwelling in the past, im learning from it. I miss my friends and didnt realize to what extent until last night.
I stayed up with Megan until like 3 and just talked and thats when i truely realized i cant just sit here for hours and talk about life, morals, love, values, experiences, just living with any1 else except for with MY FRIENDS...my best friends. we really need to hang out more but, no matter where we go in life, no matter how much we fade.. i will be there for every one of you girls and you will ALWAYS be my bestfriends.
k well...shutterfly deleted ALL my pics...so im dying
these pictures ARE love
♥♥♥
thank you every1 for being there. and surprising me....really good job
I MISS ALL OF YOU...i want to name u all, but there are 2 many
I love you guys.