i am having a really hard time dealing with this. i can't eat. i can't stop thinking. i have got to be depressed. i think i need medicine ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
tonight! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

;fkgfkgjfkhjfkhrE!!!!!!!E$Q#@%@$^$

i love this boy, and i love this other boy, and i used to love this one boy, but i stopped, and now i'm starting to re-love him again due to talking on the phone with him for 4 hours minimum, 8 hours maximum daily... the first boy i love with every fiber of my being but he is completely off his rocker, the other boy i just love. i want to be with ( Read more... )

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ahh, hello livejournal.

quick update...

left juicer for rick...
rick and i fought.
rick did alot of things i didn't appreciate.
i broke up with rick.
i missed rick.
certain news and events make me not miss rick at all.

umm but basically all it boils down to is that i make stupid mistakes, and THIS is true love:


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i really, really love him.... this completely sucks.

long time no see, livejournal.

i'll be back soon. :D

yesterday night i got to be in a music video! i can't wait to see it. hahah.

he is really wonderful...

:)

so, i went to shiny toy guns &the rapture last night. fucking awesome ( Read more... )