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[hellofitty]

I wish sometimes I could just roll myself into a ball and disappear. It's cowardly, but sometimes its all that I know how to do. fade away until there's nothing left and I don't have to feel or think or function.just do and be nothing.
it won't happen of course but I can fantasize about taking a bath and the water being so hot it melts me and I flow

Comments

[ohsoang]

I hear ya. Depression lies. We just trudge through the down times and wait for it to get good again. Even though it feels like it'll never get good again. (But the past tells us it always eventually does.)

[cuntishness]

That part about the past... absolutely.