hard knock life
anonymous
May 17 2005, 01:56:36 UTC
i live in a house now where the people don't want me here, and i am in the middle of trying to get out on my own. kinda hard when u have a shitty job...no time for overtime unless i die trying to work when i am supposed to be sleeping. and appartments aren't cheap. i was going to someone for the feelings that i have, but when yu have no money to pay for it, it makes it hard to get help. i was on medcation, zoloft and klonopins to help, but i was feling like i was being weird, so i took myself off. plus, 30$$ a month for the zoloft gets pretty expensve. just recently i was having a hard time, and seriously thought of driving my car into anything that would smash it up. i cried alot. begged to just drop dead. how many people would be happy with that? alot, i bet. i told myself that if i had a gun, i would put it to my head and pull the triger. but i know deep down inside that i never could do that because there are a couple of people who truly do love me, and i feel like shit just thinking how could i do that to them? my
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AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH omg that has got to be one of the fucking funniest things i've read in a while!!!! such bullshit! seriously, if your life sucked so bad then why would you go out and start shit with another person?
i really dont get why people are so straight up stupid.
Ok, well Ill start todays lesson with a few words.... 1... Im sorry that you had to go through that shit. 2... Youre pretty lame for coming back to my site when you dont even know me. 3... Telling me that you wanna kick my ass for no reason was really pathetic. 4... You may have been taking the wrong meds and you should be taking bi-polar shit.
Thats all for today... Again... This is my old Journal and I have a new one. STOP WRITING ON THIS SITE, AND WRITE ON MY NEW ONE!! THE END.
yo, wuts up? i think u r hot, well, cute. do u like grrls? i am bi-r u? u look like a cool person. may b we could hook up? that would b cool. my names liz, an i'm 17, live in CT down by the shore. i have been 2 ur other site, but u got no pics. oh, i am white, if that matters. even 2 b friends, would b cool. lata~
WELL HELLO.... Seems like I got another stalker... or someone whos lying about tho they are to make me feel stupid if I say the wrong thing. And why the FUCK is it that no1 can leave their fucking names! I really fucking hate people as a whole.
[[Amber]]... See how easy that iS YOU STUPID FUCKING DOUCHE BAGS?
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i really dont get why people are so straight up stupid.
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1... Im sorry that you had to go through that shit.
2... Youre pretty lame for coming back to my site when you dont even know me.
3... Telling me that you wanna kick my ass for no reason was really pathetic.
4... You may have been taking the wrong meds and you should be taking bi-polar shit.
Thats all for today... Again... This is my old Journal and I have a new one. STOP WRITING ON THIS SITE, AND WRITE ON MY NEW ONE!!
THE END.
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[[Amber]]... See how easy that iS YOU STUPID FUCKING DOUCHE BAGS?
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