you wont believe this, but things eventually get better. you gotta learn to be okay with yourself and accept the fact that you're beautiful. in the end you're always the last person to discover that. i know i was.
yeah but marina. you ve never been ugly. silly marina. i know things will get better. i know everyone is beautiful in their own way. but i see everyone elses beauty shining with so much vibrance. yet when i look in the mirror i see nothing. pale. i will find it. aww i love you.
that's the point, you've never been ugly either. it's just hard to accept yourself as even human sometimes, because you see yourself everyday, you don't know how other people perceive you and that screws you up. that's why when you look in the mirror you just see... yourself, it's just this person that's always around, nothing special. it takes time to really appreciate yourself though. just know that people see you as an adorable and cute girl. your hair is shiney, your smile adorable and your eyes are like a pixies. ^.^ I luff ya babe. <3
ariana!!! weeeee! i love you sweetie. you better not be mad at me. i havent talked to you in awhile. hey you know what. i know what will make you feel better... dum dum dum...
PORTLAND! we will go.. this weekend?? i got my license! <3
we will invade burnside. in fact i have a few bucks i will buy you something.. a patch?a pin?. you name it. and we can invade sparticus!! oh does that store kick ass. i havent been there with you since when was it?.. last summer? wow. i miss you. i hate living in camas now. we never see enough of each other.
hey i love you. you are beautiful and you know that. and your gap is soooo cute! it s your thing without that gap. you wouldnt be you. :). ok i hope to talk to you soon. i might make a livejournal!
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dum dum dum...
PORTLAND! we will go.. this weekend??
i got my license! <3
we will invade burnside. in fact i have a few bucks i will buy you something.. a patch?a pin?. you name it.
and we can invade sparticus!! oh does that store kick ass. i havent been there with you since when was it?.. last summer? wow. i miss you. i hate living in camas now. we never see enough of each other.
hey i love you. you are beautiful and you know that.
and your gap is soooo cute!
it s your thing without that gap. you wouldnt be you. :). ok i hope to talk to you soon.
i might make a livejournal!
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oh my fucking god. i havent talked to you in months!
i love you so much!!!!!!!!!
yes portland is a happy place!!!!!!!!!
oh but i dont know about this weekend. im really busy. :(
hopefully soon though. yeah man a pin would be cool.
YAY! about ur lisence.
oh nickster your super awesome.
youre beautiful too!
my total chaos pin broke!!!!!!
*dies*
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*dies too*
total chaos pins should not be made crappy enough to break! SIN!
ok i prolly wont be able to call you until 2-3 tonight cuz i am going to go out with kevin and cheerio tonight. so i will call you when i get home.
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*biggest hug of all hugs*
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