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May 10, 2006 17:33

he won't even look at me anymore...i still don't understand what happened and i probably never will. it just hurts so bad, you don't even know. what went wrong? was it something i said? something i did? i can't ever talk to him, but i try so hard. people scoff at me, "with no communication, did you really think you had a chance? you know he has a ( Read more... )

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introversional May 11 2006, 01:51:22 UTC
Hihi
You are right
I wasn't trying to scoff at you during Anaheim when we were talking about it, it's just sad to see you sad :(
I know you know all this but I'm saying it anyway because it's all I know so far in my life experience, too
HIGH SCHOOL IS HARD
I know, I know, cliche, cliche, cliche, it's probably not true, you say
But I think it is
LIFE IS JUST AS HARD
But by the time we live the peril-filled hallways of high school, we will be so much better equipped and ready for all the crap anyway
AND I KNOW YOU'RE NOT BEING SUICIDAL BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE AWAY FROM THAT TIME IN YOUR LIFE, AND, YES, DEATH IS EASIER THAN LIFE
BUT DON'T GIVE UP YET BECAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR
I know that sounds incredibly cheesy, but there are so many places to go and people to meet and sensations to feel and experiences to experience that we haven't yet discovered because we're only fifteen years oldThere is happiness we haven't even imagined yet ( ... )

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chordsofsilence May 11 2006, 23:39:28 UTC
Hi, it's Vanessa. I'll be your cheerleader anyday! Just give me a set of pom-poms and the letters "N-A-T-A-L-I-E" and I'll be settled. I'll even follow you around all day!

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followingjesus May 13 2006, 06:34:41 UTC
take a deep breath and step back.
look at this not from the inside and how you feel with your emotions, but look at it from the outside.
As good as it may seem to have a boyfriend and this perfect being to fill this void. it really isn't.
Until you realize that's its not about the "significant other" cuz they won't make you feel much better (well they will for the first few weeks, but that will end) trust me i've learned from first hand experience. Besides christ's shoulder is pretty darn comfortable.

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