I've waited three years for this week. Now that it's finally here, I don't feel ready in the slightest. It's so scary, knowing that the next two weeks will determine the rest of my life. I really don't want to do anything else other than curl up into a ball and sleep, but I doubt I'll be able to do that. God this is terrifying ( Read more... )

http://www.myspace.com/blackkidsrock

listen to "i'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you"

thanks john.

irony is fucking hilarious. no really. it is. oh well, fuck it.

new school year.
new friends.
good times.

found out this summer how close i really was to a lot of people. it hurts, but it was worth it. this last month i've really started to put some pretty nasty situations behind me, and i've been feeling better than i have in a long time.

carl, ian and i need a fourth roommate. 275/month - brimfield, ohio (just south of kent) nice duplex. if you know anyone who needs a place to stay next semester, let me know.

I am having people over the place in kent next friday, june 29th, to hang out and drink and have fun. everyone should come. it is my birthday (kind of - day after) and if you miss it, i hate you.

I went through my internets and deleted everyone I don't talk to anymore. All of a sudden, I feel like I have a lot less friends. However, I've been meeting many new people. Unfortunately, most of those new people are creepers. I'm pretty sure that this summer I will be stabbed by one of three new ladies at work, all of whom are completely fucking ( Read more... )

oh man ( Read more... )

no words

no nap. more work.

I started talking to glenna and colleen again. It's been pretty intense. I keep sweating when I talk to them. I want to take a nap.