i don't have the internet anymore so apologies for my absence. internet is strictly of the weekend library variety. happy thoughts all around

last night i enjoyed the opportunity to be beaten to a bloody pulp by 15 year olds. i'll start where its really begins ( Read more... )

my dad told us his wishes last night. he doesn't wish to be resuscitated, a catholic service and what to be done with his ashes. he feels he's only got weeks left. the doctor has said maybe 2 months is the best case scenario but still, i may only have my dad around for a few weeks or months, he's going to be gone forever. we all had pizza together ( Read more... )

the library have censored myspace, as the library is my only means of viewing the internet during the week don't contact me via myspace, save it for weekends....fucking internet fascists!

got a job, well the old job i had a few weeks ago. eases the pressure a little bit

i got a single days worth of work, i won't moan. its the most boring job in the world, putting black eyed peas and seigh promotional cds into jiffy bags to send out to djs across the country for a local record/promotions company, they seem to deal with 'big' names like jazzy jeff, chantelle from big brother, black eyed peas, atomic kitten, imperial ( Read more... )

....people are afraid of the strangest thingsthe following are phobia names and what they entail being scared of ( Read more... )

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the lifts are working, i'm nowhere near as tired as i was yesterday. they've offered me til the end of next week doing the same thing but via a lift...this job is now in no way strenuous, i shall take the extra week. it feels ominous because the person i'm covering is having a back operation...caused by this specific job, i hope next week i won't ( Read more... )

i got a job for three days. i'm in the local library on a lunch break. i work for a company called johnson control who supply facilities to a company called computer science corps. i have to swipe in and out of every room, it all feels a bit like terminator 2! if anyone knows luton well, i work in the office on the car park roof but get there via ( Read more... )